BLACK-dementia

well things did not go as planned . we kept getting jerked around when it came to rent or buying a house so we moved to Indiana lol this girl had never been of the east cost and is now surrounded by corn fields lol And they say the winters here are  harsh this should be fun lol. I am married to the love of my life and father to my daughter have been for 9 months  now. My little girl is walking , talking and alot like her mother in good ways and bad lol My son is having anger issues but i like that hes is passionate. we go to a therapist for him in a few days that's nerve racking ! I Think i lost my self 4 years ago, i have been trying to

sooo  we checked out the out side of the duplex antd  the neighborhood didnt look bad !  plus  two story  three bedroom  living room dineing room kitchen  privecy fenced in back yard and porch for 500 a month hell yes sign  me up lol  we will be moving in  around march !   more time trapped here but life could always be worse and i see that everyday. Plus it gives me more time to save money ! I love my kids  chloe is setting up unsupported at 5 months old ! shes brillent lol   and andrew is smarter then most kids his age but Stuborn as all hell lol here to makeing a move in the right direction

Well we might be renting a duplex in the bad part of town but thats ok what ever gets us by and gets me out of this house !! My grandparents friend is the landlord praying that works out. so goals for my self   I will  be more comfortable driving I will be able to go to bed a decent time I will  get up a different time I will lose my weight I will get both baby's on a schedule I will go to school ! I have to figure out my direction is... i am not going to be a cam model anymore at the request of my feincee  cant say i blame him ... but the money was nice..... Not to mention the confedince boost but !   self esteame comes from with